Tag: sad

No Answer

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I can’t resolve so many of life’s questions. Why does something happen  ? Who will give me the solution. I may spend hours kneeling down and praying .But God won’t speak . Answer me O God ! Where should I go ? Who should I ask ?

No Answer

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I can’t resolve so many of life’s questions. Why does something happen  ? Who will give me the solution. I may spend hours kneeling down and praying .But God won’t speak . Answer me O God ! Where should I go ? Who should I ask ?

No Answer

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I can’t resolve so many of life’s questions. Why does something happen  ? Who will give me the solution. I may spend hours kneeling down and praying .But God won’t speak . Answer me O God ! Where should I go ? Who should I ask ?

PRAY

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I kneel down…
Fold my hands…
Close my eyes…
But who am I remembering ?
Is it GOD or u ?
What do I want ?
Where should I go?
Who should I pray to ?
CAN ANY PRAYER BRING YOU BACK ?

I’ve been praying to god everyday .But recently I’ve been blank while praying. I dont know what I want or what I should ask god for.I have let my life in God’s hand … I will just pray and remember god in every breath I take . I don’t want you anymore.You did not even try to mend things. All the while it has jst been me who tried and tried but today. . I GIVE UP ON YOU… “

FACT : You love someone so much you can’t even hate them after knowing what they did to you .

Eyes full of lies

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       ” I wanted to see world from
           your eyes……
            But they were full of lies…”

I hope never again in this world I look in your eyes again .I can’t handle lie again . Eyes are never mirror of heart. Some mirrors lie.

    ” Hurt me with a truth ….
        Never comfort me with a lie …. ”
           

Just ME

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Today I looked at her in the mirror. She looked familiar .I remember those pair of light brown eyes with depth that were usually filled with laughter and naughtiness. I kept staring in those eyes for a while . Instead of laughter they were brimming with tears. UNSHED TEARS .She is still 21 nothing has changed about her looks in these six months. She is still fair , her hair straight , her hands soft , her lips pink.

She is the same girl I knew but something has changed about her.She is not her usual self . Her features are deceiving everyone.Something in her is dead and broken .I’m trying to find her old self but she is there no more .She has scars on her heart that no one will ever see. She maybe nostalgic but she will never speak. She’d be cold as ice and death . It’s going to take a long while for that ice to break or melt.

BROKEN

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Time is withering away…
Flowers are fading off…
There is no beauty left to see ..
Eyes doesn’t want to see tomorrow’s sun at all …
Something is dying inside…
Something is falling apart…
There is no strength left to fight…
The demon inside me is holding me tight….
I’m all chained in memories. ..
Memories of the past …
Memories of misery and sadness….
The demon shot the cupid’s arrow…
The arrow stuck my heart. .
The blood is oozing…..
I am losing…
The blood has washed it all…
The sadness , misery and fall…
I have fallen. ..
Speaking those last words…
“God save me “

REVENGE

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Revenge is a sweet word . It’s never important to stab a dagger in someone’s heart sometimes words and actions can kill people faster than actual death. Death is easy and painful .  

” Revenge is when everyone around me is ready to kill you … and I don’t even blink an eye. Let my love die .GOD will take my revenge for my every single tear … they shall pay with their own four tears and that too in blood. “

PATIENCE

What is patience ?
” It is when you walk out of the door first …..but I dont follow. … no matter what dies in me to see you walk away. ”

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Over…

It has all come to an end …. But I will begin again… Restart. … New day … new way…  new life. .I just need strength .I will not look back from now on.