Tag: broken

No Answer

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I can’t resolve so many of life’s questions. Why does something happen  ? Who will give me the solution. I may spend hours kneeling down and praying .But God won’t speak . Answer me O God ! Where should I go ? Who should I ask ?

No Answer

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I can’t resolve so many of life’s questions. Why does something happen  ? Who will give me the solution. I may spend hours kneeling down and praying .But God won’t speak . Answer me O God ! Where should I go ? Who should I ask ?

No Answer

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I can’t resolve so many of life’s questions. Why does something happen  ? Who will give me the solution. I may spend hours kneeling down and praying .But God won’t speak . Answer me O God ! Where should I go ? Who should I ask ?

Just ME

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Today I looked at her in the mirror. She looked familiar .I remember those pair of light brown eyes with depth that were usually filled with laughter and naughtiness. I kept staring in those eyes for a while . Instead of laughter they were brimming with tears. UNSHED TEARS .She is still 21 nothing has changed about her looks in these six months. She is still fair , her hair straight , her hands soft , her lips pink.

She is the same girl I knew but something has changed about her.She is not her usual self . Her features are deceiving everyone.Something in her is dead and broken .I’m trying to find her old self but she is there no more .She has scars on her heart that no one will ever see. She maybe nostalgic but she will never speak. She’d be cold as ice and death . It’s going to take a long while for that ice to break or melt.

The End

I am heartbroken today . Maybe things have come to an end. Though I am hurt , but being hurt once is better than going through this pain again and again.Life is not easy and no one promised that it would be easier either. Time heals every wound even as huge as a heart break so I am crying to just ease it off .The best part is I’m crying for you because you would never find a girl like me .Trust me I know your every truth and lie and still I chose to close my eyes just for you. Maybe you weren’t worth it. God bless me. He may have chosen someone else, different and better.

Don’t cry that it is over or things didn’t work out between us.Just relax that it just happened. I know coping up would take time but in the end everything would make sense .GOD HAS BEEN WITH ME AND HE WOULD ALWAYS BE WITH ME . Thank you god I trust you.

This FEELING

I don’t know if I should cry that I see things coming to an end or should I be optimistic that new things will begin. I can make my mind understand things but never my heart .Heart has different functioning it never learns the reasoning. It’s been so long that I have woken up with a smile on my face .Everthing that happens around us affects us directly.

I don’t know if I would ever find someone like you. You are once in a lifetime kind of a man . Things were so great initially and I look where we are now on the edge of life . I don’t want sympathies or pity parties nothing of that sort I just needed support . My soul fell in love with you. For first time in my life did I realize that life was so beautiful when we shared it with someone .There is this strange feeling that you give me all like butterflies in stomach say now what do I do without you ? I am so lost in your dreams , enchanted when I look at you.This feeling that was new slowly became a part of my existence moving with me the entire day .Life became so beautiful that I only longed for life with you. I found everything in you .I don’t know what future holds for us but I wish you all luck and happiness.

LET GOD DECIDE OUR FUTURE AND OUR DESTINY….

Falling Apart

Life is really funny.I don’t understand gods plan . Sometimes it feels that he is on our side and sometimes we feel that there are so many obstacles he has posed in our way.Why do we meet people who aren’t supposed to be in our lives? It is really heart breaking to know that you love some people so much and then a point comes in life where you dont know if they would be there with you. There is one sun but there are so many seasons. We are humans but we go through so many emotions . Sadly , we have no control over them . Between mind and heart who wins ?

I don’t know if I feel broken today because of my level of attachment or because there were so many dreams connected to it . I am not losing hope but I see things falling apart and to some level I know who is responsible for it .But how does it matter ? Should I be the only person  responsible for carrying things forward . I have left things on GOD .

I pray to god today and every second of my life for he is my sole guide.May every step I take be guided and choosen by god.

I am sad .Things aren’t working my way. I dont know what future has in store for me but I really hope things that happen are always for better. Sad part is that I can just hope .No matter how much I pray , beg and plead my destiny is in hand of God . What we do and what we expect are two different things .Life is a mixture of truth and lie .I’m really sorry for all mistakes because I don’t know if I have unknowingly hurt someone because today I’m going through such a pain that saying sorry is all what I can do . A piece of me is broken .

GOD HELP ME NOW. ..