Why me ?

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I know I haven’t been posting regularly I know it’s been a long time and I won’t fake a reason that I’ve been busy . BUT the reality is that I have been so broken that I didn’t feel like picking up anything. Some pain specially that of heart can crush you badly.
Life has come to a standstill like water .Neither I have been able to move forward nor backward. I don’t want to look back at memories and hurt myself.  I don’t want to keep on wondering whether you think about me the way I think about you. THIS feeling is killing me like anything.
You know there is a feeling that you don’t want to live anymore but at the same time die for someone who doesn’t even cares .What’s the whole point ?
I ask myself and god everyday why me ? Just why me ?
I have to find a way out of it. I will just not let my life slide in the darkness of night.

Dying

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The most difficult feeling in this world is getting over someone. MOVING on is just a word for people but the heart knows what it has to go through.
Feels like dying pain . A knot in throat . Unshed tears . WHY do I live ? For who do I live ? Death is easy carefree .It ends pain for once and all . It ends the pain forever.